Sunday, January 7, 2007

Running in the Chapel Perilous Marathon

Sitting here in this unfinished basement surrounded by concrete, insulation, boxes, washer, dryer and pantry i can't help but wonder how did i get here and how did this concrete prison become the place i call home.

I am a 26 year old single male living with a family I've known for more years then i would like to admit. My own "family" couldn't be bothered with giving me the time of day. The only possessions i own of any real materialistic value are the lap top that i am using to create this blog a few books, Cd's and a cell phone. My life wasn't always this empty and void there was a time when i was someone more then i am now when i had all that any meager individual could want. I had a love it was at a distance but it was true. I had the respect and admiration of my peers (or did i?). Some where some how along the way i lost it all threw my own self-destructing actions and ignorance of what reality is was and could have been.

Now as i sit here writing this blog i have been re-born in a new light and new awareness ready, willing and able to explore new realms and possibility's. Where i am going or how I'm going to get there is yet a mystery, the only thing that is not a mystery is the fact something is coming an event of epic proportion that will shake and break the foundations of our planet. No living soul will go untouched from this coming cataclysm. And so i here by vow from this moment till the moment of great change i will prepare for 2012.

4 comments:

Robin Goodfellow said...

hey man, i've no idea about 2012 but i do think big things are happening, good luck with your path, there are many walking it with you . . . peace . . . reason

323ism said...

Thanks man its good to know there are other people out there that realize there are big things happening

psychopath23 said...

Perhaps these big things include the ability to connect with others on the same consciousness levels and help each other get through this uncertainty.

We all seem to feel the same, and yet we are all so alienated. I don't know how we can bridge this gap, but perhaps this is a start. Thank you for your comments on my blog 323ism.

psychopath23 said...

By the way - shall we cross-link each other's blogs?