Running in the Chapel Perilous Marathon

Sitting here in this unfinished basement surrounded by concrete, insulation, boxes, washer, dryer and pantry i can't help but wonder how did i get here and how did this concrete prison become the place i call home.

I am a 26 year old single male living with a family I've known for more years then i would like to admit. My own "family" couldn't be bothered with giving me the time of day. The only possessions i own of any real materialistic value are the lap top that i am using to create this blog a few books, Cd's and a cell phone. My life wasn't always this empty and void there was a time when i was someone more then i am now when i had all that any meager individual could want. I had a love it was at a distance but it was true. I had the respect and admiration of my peers (or did i?). Some where some how along the way i lost it all threw my own self-destructing actions and ignorance of what reality is was and could have been.

Now as i sit here writing this blog i have been re-born in a new light and new awareness ready, willing and able to explore new realms and possibility's. Where i am going or how I'm going to get there is yet a mystery, the only thing that is not a mystery is the fact something is coming an event of epic proportion that will shake and break the foundations of our planet. No living soul will go untouched from this coming cataclysm. And so i here by vow from this moment till the moment of great change i will prepare for 2012.